ssssssssssss.............. Ok, here's exactly how I feel right now: I want clean blood like clean, purified water. I want to slink carefully out of my skin like a snake and emerge tight and shiny. I want to feel beautiful. And I want to be happy. Not-sort-of-kind-of-happy. But glowing happy. Emanating happy. Sparkling happy. Even if it's only for one second.  ¶ 10:01 PM